I realized what a 
terrific person she was and-and how much 
fun it was just knowing her and I-I 
thought of that old joke, you know, this-
this-this guy goes to a psychiatrist and 
says, "Doc, uh, my brother's crazy.  He 
thinks he's a chicken." And, uh, the 
doctor says, "Well, why don't you turn 
him in?" And the guy says, "I would, but 
I need the eggs." Well, I guess that's 
pretty much how how I feel about 
relationships.  You know, they're totally 
irrational and crazy and absurd and ... 
but, uh, I guess we keep goin' through it 
because, uh, most of us need the eggs.